I’ve been having trouble figuring out how to start the first post to this place (CatsGamesWhatever.com) I actually registered it back in October 2024 (it’s now November 2024) but had refunded it a week later during the grace period offered by WordPress.
Creating something, immediately or eventually hating it and destroying it is a pattern I’ve done my entire life. I’m 38 years old and I have nothing I’ve ever written, thought or made left from a life lived. As to why it’s happened like that it would probably require a psychological diagnosis as to the cause. If I had to guess through my layman’s analysis though it would be down to a mix of depression, hating myself, health problems and perfectionism. A caustic concoction that would eat away at anything it was applied to. I’m doing my best to change though and I hope this website will be another step towards not acting like I have in the past.
There are other reasons that I’ve started as well but I’ll get to those in due time. For now suffice to say this was enough of a first step. If anyone besides myself ever reads this welcome and I hope you can get something out of the words I’ve etched into this digital island.
CatsGamesWhatever 